Eventually I will do a proper blog about the passing of my Grandma Houtz (my dad’s mom) Sunday morning. Right now my emotions are all over the place. At this very moment I am regretting the lack of pics. Only can find some with her and Tyler and her and Gabrielle. Did I not get any with her and Raimy and Timothy? What was I thinking? Clearly I was not. Anyway. Friday is her memorial service which I will not be at. Friday is also the Bolivian Mother’s Day and the kids have a program at school that I am supposed to go to. Hopefully I will be in a better place to appreciate that. Thursday marks one year since we brought Kaitlynn home. Should be planning a celebration for that. Maybe someone could help me with that. Celebrations are generally hard for me for some reason. And now with this with my grandma going on harder still. My grandma met her through Skype. That is good. Another regret that we weren’t able to get the family up to the States before she passed away. She was young. 67. Anyway. Feeling so many things.